I have had a weird day, no, not a weird day: I have felt a stressful noise in my head earlier, like chatter I could not understand, and which only when focussing on it became words, emotions, memories maybe.
This worried me, because I realised that I have no idea what the cause for this noise is. Talking about it with a dear person close to me, I came to understand that while the both of us had a clear memory of when this head noise happened (which later turned out to be what our brains literally default to when unfocussed and unoccupied with external stimuli, called “default mode network”), I had no idea what the physiological causes for the sensation itself were, or in general are.
So I just went to ask Copilot, and you can see for yourself where that lead me to below
ALTALT
ALTALT
You can find the original upload on my arena account here https://www.are.na/block/31536061 with my comments on how two of these books (the more academic ones) are labelled wrong, but I will provide these comments here as well, but first I’ll link you to the commented pdf in my social archive:
Below are now the comments I made about this exchange with Copilot
Caveat lector: None of the Zoltan Torey books are called that, and “The Cognitive Neuroscience of Memory” is not by Rugg et Tulving. Take this as what it is, not what you want it to be.
Second comment
URLs from this interaction, to peruse at your own discretion:
Further quizzing Copilot about the missing books lead to this:
“The Neuroscience of Mind: A Unified Theory of the Human Brain” by Zoltan Torey has the ISBN of 9780262530859 which is actually “Neurophilosophy: Toward a Unified Science of Mind/Brain: Toward a Unified Science of the Mind-Brain (Computational Models of Cognition and Perception)”
“The Cognitive Neuroscience of Memory” by Michael D. Rugg and Endel Tulving has the ISBN of 9781848727724 which is actually “Cognitive Neuroscience of Memory (Special Issues of Cognitive Neuroscience)”
Close enough in case of the second book, but confused. See here https://ift.tt/2aqud7m or here https://ift.tt/tpmXVBy for my rubberducking/notepadding in public
End of comments
Interesting, right?
The noise in our heads, and what this noise defaults to, is literally the default mode of our brains. We, as far as I can understand it, rarely, if ever, idle. I don’t know if this default can be changed, but I’ll just be cheerful for no damn reason.
Copilot’s quality control for quoted and referenced books is meh, but I don’t think that will stop you from researching for yourself, now will it? Tagging this up with a few sensible hashtag guesses, keeping it away from the archive by not using the tag “code and canvas”, should hook it into tumblr’s internal knowledge database quite nicely.
Much has happened in between then and now, and as I am watching the sci‑fi show Foundation, I notice how often I still have to I stop thinking about myself watching it, but then I am just in the present, enjoying the show.
And quitting rumination feels a lot like quitting smoking. At least, it reminds me of that kind of effort. All these moments of saying “no” will eventually become a sum “no”.
I’ll be gone for a while. Remember those couple of hundred hours of study? I think I can manage them now.
I think I can manage a lot of things now. Let’s see where this takes us, yeah?
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